Be it laughing, be it being cruel with sarcasm, be it dressing up, be it taking tons of snaps for any moment available, be it eating, be it watching tele or be it taking on new challenges.
Gradually i have lost my love in everything. Is this the point a person becomes hollow??
Is this growing up?
I always thought i’d grow up and retain youthful qualities but i can imagine becoming one of those bids who tell the children of for making too much noise, or the teens to get the volume down a notch, or a bunch of giggly girls to grow up…
I bet u its a phase that u r going through.. and u will be abck ur normal self… soon.. might be something in ur life thats going on thats causing u to act the way u r acting… I have always been cruel and mean… and very loud… and i am a quater of a centuary year old now (for those who dont get it .. i am 25).. and i have retained all the elements of an untammed wild animal… the same ones i have been known for as long as i have known myself… So stay calm.. and no Age factor only kicks in if u let it .. Dont sweat over it..u will be fine!
Ducky i been there, where i hated EVERYTHING abt life.. i dint wanna hang out with friends, studying, lookin at other ppl pissed me off etc.. i think its just a phase..
there will be days where i just dont want to do anything, i have no interst in what is going on arouns me, and others i am laughing and joking having fun as if there is no tomoro,
it's like i cant decide who i am.
I am the same way. I am just angry that human life is so valuable and precious, yet so fragile. So, insignificant.
I have lost all interest. No, i am not depressed. There is no reason to be. I am just nihilistically pessimistic. There is nothing to look forward to in life. I dont want to love anyone, because I am scared to lose her. I dont want to bring a child into this disgusting world, protect and shelter it, and then when it’s old, say “oops, sorry, I know it’s shiitty out there. good luck, son.”
I am just sad that God didn’t give us a chance to check out of our own volition. If HE had, and there was no concept of heaven or hell, by this time, I would have…
focus on pretty things: for example : how pretty is it to see sun going up in a red light every morning, and gettin back down the horizon in a pink glow every evening?
how pretty is it to hear birds singing , flower blooming every spring?
how pretty is it to see fruits growung and sun shining over a thick green canopee every summer?
how pretty is it to watch the fire colors of falling leaves every autumn?
how pretty is it to see snow fall and feel deep cold wind on our faces in winter?
life is pretty, there are so much beauties out there, we just have to look, listen and admire god’s creation, amazing :love:
There are millions of other desi women just like you.
Your task is not done, infact it has just begun.
DESTROY YOUR HUSBAND’s LIFE!
Deprive him of everything that makes him happy.
Join the hordes of desi women out there living up to their fullest potential. Once you are done with your first husband and his family, turn to another. Shabaash!
You're suferring from depression DD. Try to go out more and meet people and do not worry too much. I mean do not think too much. I myself am trying to get out of that phase cz that is a phase where one becomes so depressed about life and things that they have a tendency to make wrong decisions. Cz from that deep hole of depression, one cant see things clearly and when it is all blurry, one cant make accurate decisions. I was very closed to making one such bad decision in life although all my family and friends were against it and tried to explain to me cz they were able to see what I was not cz of the blurred vision which was caused by the same depression. I was in the same state of mind but thanks to God my family was there to save me from falling into the pit hole. And now I am trying to balance things.
There should be a balance between happiness and sadness, negativity and positivity, passimism and optimism. Too much of one thing is never good. And too much of pessimism is definitely destructive.
Try to get yourself out of the depression. Try to enjoy small, little things in life which make you happy and make you smile. These are small things but very valueable. Make a difference. Help you keep away from the 'gray' area which drags you towards the darkness.... darkness which is destructive. Try to come out of it.
I can soooooo relate to you, I use to be really really hyper and always happy, people said I was life and soul of the party a bit like that batty boy shazam on BB only less camper and much better looking but now I just can't be arsed with anything, I feel so lethargic and bleurghh all of the time, I've drifted away from family and old friends and only really interact with work/college colleagues and Internet.
My life is going dull and I need to color it back in and make it vibrant again. Insha Allaah I'm going to join a gym, take up a few hobbies, start my driving lessons (maybe crash course), going out with family, keep my phone charged and switched on so that mates can contact me, get myself a pet ferret which I've been meaning to get for ages and start praying namaz regularly again.
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