the how of the why ...

when how matters, why does not, sometimes.
as ‘what’ is finally known, the where is confusion.
somehow comes the who.
& then it is basically downhill or uphill.
eitherway, it demands, hard work. i mean, h a r d w o r k.

thoughts on the self awareness of the knowledge, about the how of the why comes in piece meal, sometimes in a sudden shocking manner.

what does the mind goes through when these are mixed up, untrue and hidden?