Okay so if you’re bored of me talking about that one guy who I’m crazy about then read no further…
Today was..I dunno…special…he introduced me to a lady friend of his and he says somethign like " THIS is Conchita, THE Conchita, the one I told you about" with this huge smile on his face. And the lady goes on to tell me how often he keeps talking aout me.
Then we spent like an hour together and I dunno but we started acting like a “couple” I was teasing him, he was teasing me, there was this hyperness all of a sudden, like we were trying to prove to the lady sitting there that we were together.
Then we walked past this patch of grass and there was 3 kids all squbbling for a ball and sqealing and laugh, I was talking to teh lady but then I caught the expression on his face, he had this big 3 year old michevious grin, he was enjoying watching the kids having fun. I turned around and looked at the kids…and well I adore kids so naturally I was thrilled at the sight myself, then I looked back and he was looking at me.
I dunno for like 10 seconds all I could see was him, it was like he was all that was there, I can’t describe the way we looked at each other, was like we had that same thought…those kids…could we share something like that? It was THAT look, I think I’ve waited my entire life for someone to look at me like that, not to eye me, to look at me, no words can replace that look.
I just hope it wasn’t a figment of my imagination! It seemed too good to be true!
LK, dont you dare let him go. You know the song "When a man loves a woman" by bryan Admas....it has a line in there that goes something like this "You know you love a woman, when you can see your unborn children in her eyes"....I think he just did..see them :)
LK, your story reminds me so much of this crush I had on a guy I worked with...ahahah I would spend hours anaylzying the smallest detials..and going over then over and over in my mind...
In my case, I should have just had an open convo with him and I would have realized sooner that we were just friends...actually really close friends...he even came to my wedding back in Pakistan..
But I hope that you work up the courage to talk to him soon, because as nice as all these small hidden gestures are..I think it would be best for you to know where you actually stand with him and I hope he feels the same way about you..
Gummy Bear - i knwo what you mean, but I don;t think the time is right just yet. I need to finish MBA and he needs to get settled in his business coz thats the main priorities in our life.
I know one ting, and that is he has respect for me, so he won;t try anything serious, he just needs convincing that it's gonna work if we get together and I;ve learnt that that happens in it's own time, I'm not pushing it, let him come to that realisation on his own, if he doesn't then it's not meant to be.
TJ, yes he did apologise andthen asked me out for that evening but I couldn;t go...asked me out as in...i'm goin to blah blah u wanna come?...just the way I had approached him.
Kaleem, yeah, I was reminded of that very song when I thought about it, in fact that's my MAN nic now..."ever truly loved a woman?" hehe Unborn children, yeah, i ope it was that, or maybe I saw it in his eyes, who knows, we gals have very active imaginations..hehe.
Gummy you know i just read your post again, and it scares me coz it could be just friendship, and maybe at this point in time it is, and maybe it can become something better. I don;t wanna ruin it by tellin him right now, coz like i said, we have other more imp things to do right at this time.
I used to be like so hell bent on dropping hints and what not, now I've just learnt to chill, just be his friend and the oppostie is happening with him, it's drawing him closer. I've always taken realtionships so seiously, alwasy thought this muct happen and then this like it's some planned procedure, but it isn't...I'm just gonna let things evolve naturally, if it ends up in a relationship, great...if not..then atleast I won;t be too upset.
Ohh BTW..there's this other thing he always does...when ever he mentions another woman in front of me he'll always specify, "she's older" "she's my cousin" "she's my uncles business associate, has 3 kids"...lol it's really cute :D Coz everytime I menton a guy's name I say "he's so seriously cute" ;)
