Temptation or Anger ?

[diwana]

Re: Temptation or Anger ?

@NaMaan

All your life your family tells you to be a good person. And some of us want ourselves to be proven “good” . A part of being good is refusing temptation . My family was no different and I wanted to be a good kid most of my life . I refuse temptations to the point that I surprised my friends , some even jokingly make comment about my ability to do such a deed. But that was just a joke .

Time passed by , things changed . Family who loved and care about me got into position where we have sort of conflict of interests . My elder brother, without any reason stopped being my well wisher . I did not mind little things , but this one thing I couldn’t let go . He told my other brother that I was impotent and I myself told him that.

I had mixed emotions when I heard it . I laughed , got angry , and felt betrayed. On some level I was thinking that are they not the same people who wanted me to turn out to be a good kid ?

Well, reason I am telling you all this is because this one girl wants to have kids with me . After hearing my brother’s comment about a year ago, I cannot help but want to do it . Last time when she thought that she was pregnant , and then she wasn’t , I didn’t feel relieved .

I so want to do it . Any reason why I should not ? Am I just driven by anger ?

Disclaimer : Posting on behalf of an anonymous user

Impotent or sterile? She wants to check which one?

Anyway, she does not seem to be a ‘wifey material’.