Re: suicide attempts..
C’mon LA. Don’t lose hope. You’d be really hurting your family if you took this route, it’s a very selfish thing to do…not to mention a gunnah as well. This cousin of your and his parents…are SOOOOOO NOT worth you ending your life.
You’re a smart girl…you KNOW what you’re supposed to do. You’re just afraid to do it because you fear the awkwardness. And it is a sticky situation (no denying that)…but it need not be a permanent one. You can get yourself out of this.