Re: Suicidal Thoughts
Alhumdulillah I never thought of it. I had lost faith twice in my life. But Allah (SWT) guided me back to Himself.
Alhumdulillah every day of my life is batter than the last one. One thing my mother taught me over and over again was to be thankful to Allah for what I have and not to complain for what I do not have or could not get or achieve.
If you could start counting what you have rather than focus on what you are missing or lacking you will surely find many many reasons to live for. Start from the family members you have and ponder on how they love you and cared for you in the past and I am sure they love and care for you now without any kind of selfish motives.