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thinking about talking to everyone you knew, telling them how much they mean to you and how much you love them before ultimately ending your own life peacefully and pain-free.
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Nothing peaceful and pain-free about suicide.
Thinking about everyone that knows you and you know should be the reason NOT to do it... if you actually mean something to them and vice versa.
And why would you leave a note? You want people to talk about your death/suicide for next 5 10 years... keep them guessing.