Re: Suicidal Thoughts
yup i did.. not really seriously tho.. i was a really depressed child so i remember once after having had it.. i went to the bathroom cryin and well couldnt realy think of ne thing and wasnt brave enuff to hurt my self physically.. so i just looked around and saw a bottle of sun screen.. i read the label and it said report to the doctor immediately if ingested.. i assumed it mite be fatal so i drank it.. well not enuff appearently:D coz not did i not die.. i didnt even get sick.. the only thing that happened was that i was sweating sunscreen and smelling like it for atleast a week...:s...
well having said that.. i have to share that i once lost all faith too.. in religion, Allah and the whole deal.. i had stopped praying and became so dishearted that wont even say Amin at the end of duas that others made.. coz i was So sure that no one heard.. BUT... all it took was some time and Allah showed me how what i thought to be the end of my life was actually the best thing for me.. and how I really didnt kno what i was stepping into .. and if Allah hadnt Not heard me and let me do what i wanted.. i would have ended in living hell hole..
so afridi .. all i am saying is.. tho all seems lost.. just wait THORA sa.. not even a lot.. just thora sa.. and BELEIVE.. just BELEIVE..... that this will end and things WILL get better.. and trust u ME.. they will.. just Hold on:d.. Peace
God Bless