Stillborn baby and doing sabar

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Re: Stillborn baby and doing sabar

@ChicaGurl

Jazakallah for all your kind words and support. Firstly when I found out my beautiful baby had passed I didn’t read the Dua I was just filled with complete heartache and only after I read it when I realised. I am hopeful that inshallah one day I will meet my baby but can’t help think that I have lost that chance by not doing and saying what I should have to please Allah SWT also I vaguely remember having regret in my mind when my baby was diagnosed with hydrops not intentionally questioning Allah SWT decision but Thinking is it something iv done wrong or my husband? I think my emotions got the better of me I know now that Allah SWT does know. Best for everyone and I cry everyday because I feel empty inside but also ask for Allah SWT to keep showering me with his blessing with the hope that I will meet my baby inshallah.

may Allah grant you sabar ameen

just remember when Allah loves His slave, He tests him…

so this may be test from Allah subhan wa ta’lla…i have a firm yakeen that the purpose of every trial and calamities of this world is just to bring you close to Allah Pak..may Allah bring you closer to RAB by this trial ameen