Phir bi aap ki soch meree soch se alag hai … Wo kaisey? It is kind of convenient to say what you say … You are trying to remove responsibility for yourself … The way we must operate in this world is to take responsibility and good action, but attribute that to Allah (SWT) … Instead you want blame Allah (SWT) just because the formula of Qadr vs choice betrays your personal and limited understanding … That should not stop you being good if you are genuine that is.