i would take away your confusion. i believe in a God. but in the way that you do. I believe God does not interfere in people's business by praying. had that been so muslims would still have been a great nation. i believe that he has made laws according to which all this universe is running. and he does not change them for anyone. I believe if there is enough evidence available, one should accept that thing even though it might be against the set dogmas of the society.
happy now?
So basically your a deist and belive in deism!Well thats the closest to what your describing!