ok this has been wierd, i don’t wana sound like im over exageratin or something but it’s not normal..atleast not with me that’s why i think i want to share it
anyways i’ve been like this for 2 days n it’s wierdin me out (if that’s even a word)
well i wonder if it’s cuz of my dawaiee right noww. ok ok i’ll tell ya
hmm i’ve been taking this medicine recommended by the doc which makes me veryyy drowsy and all i’ve been doin for the past 2-3 days is sleepin ma butt off
anyways that’s not the concern, the thing is that for some reason i’ve been gettin startled at every single small thing. like for example you would expect a normal person to literally get scared as hell if thea was someone chasin em or if they were in danger right?
but for some reason i feel so wierd, every loud noise or suspicious makes ma heart race and that’s not even it. i get dizzy and get so shook up that it just scares me. u kno how at times when ur scared u feel like ur heart’s sinkin or u feel like u’ll juz pass out sigh i dono it’s very hard to explain
but yea like today i had a plate in my hand n it fell outa ma hand and the noise scared me this much that i got really dizzy aur mera poora jism itna kaampnay laga and a few times it just made me wana cry cuz i was juz so i dono..i can’t explain
not to mention ma mom wuz rite nex to me n started yellin at me fo sumfin n i felt da same again…sigh i really don’t know what’s happening to me 
but whatever it is, is freakin me out…
