Powerful piece of writing Aashi and saddening too.
Innalillahe wa inna ilaihe rajeoon.
Allah Mian aap sab ko sabar day. I hope you are feeling better now :)
slaps u moti u made me cry so much, :(…sigh 
i so kno how u feel…i had lost ma bhai when i wuz 3 o 4…i still remem it clearly..it’s stuck in ma mind like a pic…n i remem bein so confused n seein every1 cry n seein ma mom really sad…sigh aaj agar wo hota tou i bet he’d b 13 yah 14 yrs old…buh den again..jo hota hai achay k liay hota hai, jis ki kismat main jo likha hai wohi hona hai…bus Allah(swt) jaanta hai inn ke pichay chupay huay reasons ko…n u kno at da age of 6 yaah 7..i lost ma dada n naani…donon behan bhai thay pata hai…dada shaayed kisi accident ki wajah se fout ho gaye, aur nani ko kidney ki problem thee…i still remem seein ma dada in da coffin, his eyes closed n every1 around em wuz cryin..even ma cousins..buh i wuz young had no clue wuh wuz goin on wuz so scared to c every1 around me cry so bad…i culdn’t take it so went upstairs at da chat n watched every1 from thea…n i remem ma cousins sayin stuff to me like u shuld b cryin like every1 else cuz dada ji’s goin away buh i wuz juz shockd n scared n confused sigh…
man…i miss ma nani n ma bhai…
i wonder wut he’d look like if he wuz alive…hehe crazy life man…Allah(swt) tumhain aur tumhari family ko sabar dayn aur strength to face dis n all da otha hardships n pains n problems of dis life n may HE(swt) bless ya’ll wid a long/good/happy/healthy life ahead of u..ameen sum ameen
much luv 2 u n ur family sista {{hugz}}
very touching!
that's really sad :(
losing some1 u loved dearly..and u would never see em for the rest of ur life!:(
Hope by writing all this u feel much better :) and your mom as well..must've been so difficult for her to cope with her death :(
thats so sad…very sorry to hear it.Allah Subhana Watallah puts us through hard times…so we may come closer to him.We go through pain in life…but it strengthens our imaan,may Allah give you and your family sabr…
i really cried while going through your post ....it made me remember my 13 months old brother who died due to electric shock
it was june 1990...we moved to our newly built house ....n we all were really happy .....there was a lot of work still needed to be done ...but coz of limited resources ....n partly coz of our excitement for our own home ...our parents decided to move in ....!!
our cousins n other family members came to help us a bit ....n in two days we had a somewhat better setting so we decided to invite all relatives n friends etc. to our place .....!!
it was day 3 ....Friday ....june 21st ......we had Quran khwani ...n then a grand lunch ......in evening around 5 o'clock ...we all were busy cleaning up ....all the gusts had left by then ......some cousins stayed to help
almost five of us were in kitchen .....my ammi ...me my younger sis ...n two cousins .....we were doing dishes etc. then my youngest sweet heart crawled in kitchen .....ammi looked at him n said ....'aaj sab say ziyada to iss nay enjoy kia ' ...we all were discussing how well everything went ...etc,.....then i heard ammi....she shouted ' yeh kia kiaaaa...??' n i saw her taking my brother in her lap .....she was like fainting ....n crying ....n then she told ...our youngest brother pulled the wires of refrigerator , out of socket .....(there was no plug as electrician was due next morning n all these tiny details were kept pending for him )
then we saw him turning blue ....his healthy pink face was pale n his lips were blue .....my mother rushed to sink n tried to put some water in his mouth ....(oh , until then we never knew .....water is even more dangerous after electric shock ).....i jumped over the wall n ran to call my chacha ...who lives on the other side of wall ....he is homeopathic doctor ,....by the time my mother reached there with my brother ....my chacha was on his door with medicine ,....until then he was breathing ....n then my younger chacha took him from my mother n rushed to hospital ....
we all were waiting ....for a miracle ...i saw my mother fainting ....my elder chachi too , both were lying with pale faces red eyes ......n we all kept waiting ....my taya abbu was continuously trying to contact my father ...who wasn't there ....at last taya abbu could contact him n told to go to hospital ....
just 15 minutes later .....i saw my father entering .....he couldn't walk more than 3 steps n sat down on floor.....he was in tears ....i felt my heart shrinking .....n tried to prepare me to hear the worst ....n then i saw my chache with dead body of my brother .....yes , HE DIED ....on his way to hospital
most of our relatives hardly reached home when they recieved this bad news n most of thm coouldn't believe .....oh well ....i'm in denial until now
i am the eldest of my siblings ....he was 12 years younger than me .....
for a long time , we were unable to believe ....everytime my father blames himself .....as he left those wires without plug ..... n my mother ....she repents ...why she gave him water after shock .....n we all wonder ....how come we five ppl in kitchen couldn't see him pulling the wires .....
but , the thing is ...we try not to discuss it ....coz everytime we disccuss or even think of it we r more heart broken
my younger son resembles my brother ...n many times i'm just too frightened to think about this resemblence .....when my brother died , i just felt it as a sister ,...n that too was hard ....but now i really feel the intensity of pain of my parents ...how they felt at that time ....
don't have many words to express the feeling ....n neither the courage to stop crying ......
I am so sorry to hear that … so sad …
Disco Duck……thanx for reading it…and just being here…i knnow she’s in junnut…actually my parents did pinpoint some of the things she did…used to do…that actually made us feel keh she is a real angel…like…we never saw her crying…we never heard her moan…she was very quite…more then usual…on the day she was going to die..she never at anything…and never cried…my mum says its like she knew this was going to happen to her…
Shinoo baji……i really felt better after writing it…i was 7…and all the confusion and things i was thinking…my questions…it was good way to express…
kashish…ya i had the guts…i know subur tau ni kur suqti…jo hona tha hou geya…and thans about my writing…
Golden_Scorpion…thanx…i know its very strong…
XChorniX…u CHULLI…
…u mae me cry too…
…im sorry to hear about ur bro…i wonder too what my sis would have looked like now that she must have been 13…and sorry to hear about ur dada and dadi jaan…and its true that others tell u to cry…i guess its just the way it is…thanx for reading it…and sorry na yaara i wont make u cry nexsht time…
im ever so sorry of bringing this topic up with u…i didnt know…yeah ur right keh…were not suppose to be talking about this…thanx for sharing……
Aashu 
wut’s a chulli u taporan 
…im showwy jan i din’t mean to make u cry *Sniff..bus dil kiya apni story bhi share karne ka, i guess bojh halka karna tha dil ka..im very sorry chanda i kno ur arready sad..*Sniff..sowwy…may ALlah(swt) bless u n ur family..ameen..Sigh yea…i wuz so young back den yaad bhi nahi wo kesa lagta tha u kno..juz wished i knew…buh sab Allah(swt) jaante hain…:)…there’s alwayz been a reason fo everythin…we juz do n’t undastand..chalo khush raho
Afia baji im so sorry…i can understand…i remem ma phupho lost her daughter…i dono wuh had happened to her may b it wuz sumfin she ate o sumfin…she wuz 9 o 10…i remem seeing her skin get all wierd…she turned diff colors n at da end she wuz so pale..it wuz so wierd n scary…n i juz used to get scared k wut if it happens to me…Sigh zindagi bohot choti hai we don’t even realize it…Allah(swt) reham karain hum sab pe..ameen
:( I m sorry, couldn t even read it till the end
Chorni…yaar Chulli is just another word for girls…my friend uses a lot…mein ne bhi keh diya…:halo:…thats a bad thing right?..i wont say it again…sowwy…
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