Re: some advice please-feeling lost :(
thanks guys- just another update....i know i know ANOTHER one but stilll...
Made him curious last night but saying i went out with some friends, he kept asking who and i was like just some girl friends!
Today two things
First- We were getting a ride to a diff hospital with a friend, the friend stopped to get some petrol so we were sitting in the car, i asked so how is everything with you? just general question he said ' im just about coping, i can only cope with one thing at a time' and i said 'what i didnt say anything!!, and anyway i accept our breakup and its the best thing for both of us right now'
we went back to this friends house after for lunch and we were alone for a moment and he came and stroked my hair----randommmm
so a few hours later he came up- upset saying why cant you trust me? why cant u tell me things? why are u keeping secrets?- as in about last night me not tellling him exactly where im going and who with.
I said im not! and he said 'i dont want to lose you as a friend' and i said ' you havnt lost me as a friend but i cant be everything i was without the committment, its not fair' and i said look i just need some time. I also said we cant ever be what we used to be.
Have i messed everything up? as in trying to get him back?