Re: some advice please-feeling lost :(
TOTALLLY MESSED UP ARGHHHHHHHHH
im so angry with myself!!!!!!!!!!!
I stuck to my plan soooooooooo welll! so so so well
But because of us having to work so closely together we ended up having lunch together and spending all afternoon together, he was more running after me still but i was getting more and more annoyed because i felt like i was losing control, then my group of friends decided to go out and eat and it was supposed to be like 10 people but it was me him and this other couple-not good,
I became really quiet and irriated and he was being quite distant which made me worse! grrrr eventually when we got back i was so heartbroken all over again:( he hurt his leg so i knocked on his door and went to his room to see if he was ok and made a bit of a fuss and in the end he was just like ' can you just go now'.
Now i am just going to disappear from his life! but i will get him back.
oh when we were walking to the restaurant he helped me walk in my high heels holding my hand and stuff-he didnt have to!
mixed messages!