Re: some advice please-feeling lost :(
Amir
You know i didnt give him much to go by when we were together, i never demanded anything gave him a free leash and said when you want to go out go etc etc.
He did mention that sometimes he didnt know how to be good to me and whenever he did anything he percieved as wrong it just took him over.
I made mistakes too but i wish he had talked to me before and told me all this stuff.
In my heart i still hope that maybe we can get back together, i dont know why!
Maybe its the mixed signals im getting from him like him telling me how much he still loves me and cares about me and im the perfect girl but just at the wrong time.
im not expecting it to happen and iA i will move on and move forward whatever happens.
I still miss him alot, he has gone back home this weekend and so im missing him extra, when there is nothing to do i usually call him and we go out somewhere now i have to find my own thing, and i realise how much i took you for granted, im really sorry for that. When we were together he would ask me to go out and i would be like no im busy, but now i realise what ive lost.
We met when we were 18/19 and yes it is young and we have matured together for 3 years but maybe it is just a case of right person and wrong time and i just have to know that everything for a reason no matter how much it hurts and how painful it is.