Its true that I have been known as anti-social animal throughout my life. I have been alone most of my life. Even when in the company of others or in relationship with or to others, I have been alone. Socially and emotionally alone. Void of feeling pleasure from social interaction in a world that values this above almost all else. Walking down the street “blind” to the way of the world. My feelings can be best figured out by the poem below written by Shoma Mittra.
Me and loneliness, we are friends
A companion true, No pretense
Feeling down or depressed
She’s always there, my loneliness
Back from work Tired and worn
She sits by me and adorns my home
Eating dinner a book by my side
She indulges me with a smile
Snuggled up at night I turn out the lights
She lies down beside to empathize
Exhilarated or unhappy, fretful or anxious
Forever present, always at hand,
No matter how preoccupied I am
What would I do, how would I cope
Constantly by my side, me and my loneliness..
By Shoma
I met many people in this world, I have been to almost all the places, where one can go...but I got artificial smiles and cold faces. Might be I am worng.....I need to sit down and write a book on my life some day....
dont rite a book that will just make u more upset
i used to think ders no one but now i dont jis ka koi na ho us ka khudaa hota hai wo sab ki sunta hai par waqt aane par deta hai
i think we are all essentially alone..........its just when it creeps up on you at the times when your really feeling down ,..that's when it gets to us.......
Woh meri riaazat-e-neem shub
Kay saleem subha na mil saki
Iss kay maa'nee tuo yah hoay
Kay yahan khudda koi aur hai.....
yeah ur rite ders fake ppl every where but der is ppl yk u aswell but less they need to be found kyun ke aam tor par ese log apni ghamon mein ghum hote hain
aaahhhh that is soooooo sweet of u
but i had to laugh:omg: