^only if xtron can give me a counselling session on developing some appropriate social skills with men..lol
thank you all.
RAW: I know what you are saying and trust me, I do know it deep down in my heart and have always avoided dating, crushes for that very reason. I made an exception and I screwed up.
u never know whats going on in a guyās heart. i had a huge crush on a guy back in highschool. I would be so nervous around him and and speak gibberish. I thought i was making fool out of myself so i stopped talking infront of him altogether. fast forward few years, i met him again and he asked me if i could help him with his work. but turned out he got my number to ask me outt. anyways the guy confessed he was aaaaalways fond of me :S and apologized that it took him forever to ask me out :S
^lol, i cant just stop being awkward. I mean, now that I think about it, I feel like itās kind of unreal to expect another person to be entirely themselves the first time u r spending time with themā¦I mean, most of my friends are my best best buddies after spending years and years with meā¦
He is a nice person though but for anyone to stay in someoneās life requires time, commitment and effort.