do anyone here fear of going in social gatherings? making new friends? being judged?
I am a very sensitive person. I make an issue of everything that does’nt even deserve attention.
I have pretty much no interaction with women around my age.
I don’t even use facebook. My interaction with the world is limited to watching people vlogs on youtube, playing games online and these forums.
Im 20, in sophomore year in my university here in Lahore(living in a dorm). I’m average overall, I don’t either have much motivation regarding my future or present. All siblings have settled abroad.
I intentionally miss parties and gatherings because I always think that I am not worth it. My social interaction is pretty limited. Sexually frustrated or perverted, I wish I had a wife I would love and care about but still easier said than done.
I feel like questioning myself daily… why God created me? for what I am living for?