Re: so tired of life..
You're most welcome for the dua. I hope it gives you the comfort that you need when you feel alone. Remember that Allah is always there to hear what is on your mind and ease your burdens. He never puts us through anything that he does not think we can cope with.
With regards to the friends, if you can't focus on that element of your life right now then you don't have to. Focus on your health first - make a plan and stick to it. Get a family member to nag you about taking your medication. Once you start seeing results you will be grateful for it and it might just be the kick up the bum that you need to keep taking your medication. If you don't take your medication than how can you expect to get yourself out of this feeling that you have?
I would seriously advise you to visit your doctor about possible depression. You sound very down and you don't have to be! We are our worst enemies sometimes - but just remember that you have so much to live for, don't put yourself through this for the rest of it.