Ok, this being a Pakistani forum, I see a lot of talk about marriage, wedding cloths, mother in law in the toilet, and other bs Paki drama.
This is my opinion, a lot of people talk about love, use the word a lot, but really how many of you have truly truly truly felt it? I don’t think many have.
Once you feel it, holy crap there is no other feeling quite like it isn’t there? I feel like a person who has viewed 4th dimensional space, and can’t put it in words in a 3 dimensional universe.
I said this in another thread as a reply, but I wanted to expand on it further. I use to view women as mere sources of pleasure for my lustful desires, drooling over their bodies and wanting to indulge myself. Nothing more or less. There was never a girl that “I missed” or thought about in the late hours of the night.
Until I met this one girl, and everything totally changed. It was like nothing mattered anymore, except being with her. Just the sight of her would fill me with a joy that I can only describe as my heart trying to burst out of my chest. When I was away from her, the pain was unbearable. Like a fawn abandoned by its mother to a pack of wolves.
It was like all I wanted was to be alone with her, on an island or in a forest somewhere, just me and her together. The hell with the world. We’d go hiking together, just talking one on one. It was so pure and beautiful. I use to wish that time would just freeze during those hikes.
We’d drive way out of the city, and just look at the sky counting stars, trying to find different patterns in the night sky. I know it sounds corny, or stupid. Trust me in real life I have always put on a very tough macho persona, no emotional romantic crap for me. Yet here I was literally melting under the rays of this girls smile. Seeking shade from the heat of her love.
When you truly love a girl like that, no other girl in the world matters, you could never ever cheat on her or look at any other woman. Just the idea breaks your heart and rips your soul.
I think very few people ever really find something like that.
