Re: So depressed.......when will it be my turn??
we went thru similar stuff, ectopics, premature birth due to PROM and loss of twins, after that further complications and ectopics. My wife actually felt the exact same way you are feeling. At times she was more concerned for my happiness than her own.
We decided to adopt and are very happy and fulfilled. If at some point in time we are blessed with biological kids again, great.. if not, we alredy had two, even if it as for such a short time, and now we have two adopted babies who have become the center of our universe.