i know how you feel im mixed and want to be lighter.
some people want to be tan, others want to be light, its all about what makes you feel better =]]
skin-whitening-pill [dot] com.
[and on the side bar it says on the very top skin whitening pill click on that]
This lady on yahoo answers has a bunch of links to this site, and its for the L glutathione pill or something. Its totally safe in fact the only "side effect" for glutathione ia that it makes you lighter. Apparently we all need that stuff but it decreases as we get older. So yea you can try ordering some of it. The site shows special ones that theyve tested to make sure its safe and not fake or whatever.
Hope I helped!