Aslkm Every one!
Its been a very long time since I posted anything. Here’s one based on how quickly one’s mind go thru so many different thoughts in a matter of few hours at night esp.’ Thought to share it, goes off some thing like this…
~ Mujh ko bhee nazar athi hai yay bo-qalmoni
Wo chand, yay tara hai, wo pather, yay nagien hai
Daythi hai meri chashm baseerath bhee yay fathwa
Wo koh, yay darya hai, wo gardon pay zameen hei
Haq baath ko laykin mai chhupa nahien rakhhtha
Thoo hai, thujhay jo kuch nazar athaa hai, nahien hai!
Iqbal
I thought religion was just acting and performing to keep one away from evil. Religion is not just bound to books and laws. It is a way to go and explore this world. It is to search and try to understand meanings of life, not just drop in, party and out you go!
Why do we forget this every time that this world is just a minor exam, which seems never to end. When some are bruised, they think their agony is enteral. Doesn't unpleasant things always seem to last longer? But why? Well, maybe cuz its distressing and when is calamity pleasant? Never I suppose. One should not forget that pain opens new doors into another world. It helps one to discover his new potentials and his numerous capabilities. Its pain that helps us grow and discover our true inner most selves. That way, we gain more experience in this life as well. Adversity helps us accumulate discipline, cuz isn't experience achieved by making mistakes? Perfection is not gained by ending up as winner in all fields. Good does not always bring out the light of knowledge. Both does (Good and Evil). If you lose, you are able to encounter pain and deep thoughts. And when pain is felt, u thus have a different perspective to view the atmosphere around with.
Some of us fear too much to share our inner deep personal thoughts with others. Fearing that "Oh! What if I am labelled CRAZY and MENTAL!" Is it not worth taking the risk (once in a blue moon, maybe) to go out and decide that "It is time I share things from my personal storing cabin." Maybe Allah SWT has already provided you and me with an understanding being. But it took some of us millennium to track it down (some are still in pursuit of it). Do we really try hard
enuf to look-out for such beings? Perhaps we are unsuccessful because of denying a fact. A fact of reality, that its light (mentality) we should hunt for, not glitter and appearance!
Why can't we put our heads together and try to find the meanings and purpose of this life, rather desiring for glamour (materialism)? Why do most tend to judge a person from his appearance and solid skills? Isn't it more sensible to understand and know some one by their spiritual mentality by discovering their creative talents? Wouldn't that make more sense?
I wonder which to call practical reality? Is a person practical when he views the world on a thoughtful dimension? Thinking and worrying about it, learning from it, emphasize and reflect on it? Or rather view it the way it is (drop in, have fun, party and crash)?
But then a question arises...what use are such philosophical individuals? Aren't they just vain and make life complicated, extremely confusing for others and themselves? Am I born in the wrong century???
“Ur belief in ur dreams makes them a reality. U are ur dreams. May u dream ur life BUT NOT dream ur life away.”
The one that was secret was Tamer. I kicked some serious Eeyore in it. The topic was quite controversial. I wish I can go back to that mode and argue sum’ore init to get even with the replies ppl have thrown backatchme but uff kahan say laOon wo porana jigra who had the zest and strength. 
