Re: Sick of life…
If you’re seeking advice, then it would be helpful to be more clear about what your “problems” are. Your post is too vague.
As for expectations…who in this world doesn’t have them? Who in this world hasn’t been let down when their expectations weren’t met…and who in this world hasn’t had to wait to meet their expectations/goals/dreams. You’re certainly not the only one in the world. Reflect over your blessings. Recently somebody I know when through a very hard time…which at first seemed like the end of the world to her…but now she sees that a major good came out of what happened…that there was great blessing in it…that through this hardship came a better direction (you could even say a new beginning) for her life. Hopefully things will fall into place, hang in there.