Re: Should I go with him?
First of all pleaaassssssssseee stop thinking too much!its upon Allah to decide about ur aimaan…but if you want to do something, go for some constructive activity rather than just thinking the rubbish…its only Allah’s zikr that will give you peace of mind. Why not join a course on tafseer-e-Quran?or you can get hold of some CDs on tafheem-e-Quran. Browse this link below, im sure that it will help you 
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I hope you feel better :hugz: