Re: share everyone...
I'm going through my lowest point right now... I think.
The love of my life got married to some girl from PK even though I know he still loved me and I still loved him. But we both knew that it wouldn't work out for both of us because of our big family differences even though we were together for 4 years.
Then I went on a 4 weeks vacation and now that I've come back, I've heard that she's on a visit here. Last week I met him near my gym, but I turned my back and walked away even though what I really wanted was to talk to him and ask him how he was doing. As we live in a small town I'm afraid that I'll meet him with his wife someday. I don't think I would be able to handle that.
All this happened in a very short period of time. Suddenly he was engaged and then married and he is not even old enough to get married yet. Now I HAVE to get over him, I just can't capture the thought of that he's married.. and the worst part is that I know he still loves me as he wrote me an email when I was away. But I didn't answer. I have to keep myself away from him cause he's MARRIED - it's just too hard. But I know I have to do this.