SEARCHING
I am searching for something
I don’t know what it is, but,
I am looking for it.
I’m not sure why I’m looking for it.
I continue on and on.
Searching, Searching, and still searching even more.
Maybe someday I’ll find what I am looking for
or at least know what it is that I am searching for.
Sometimes I just want to forget about it
and go on with life, but,it keeps tugging at me saying
“find me… find me…”
I wish I knew what I was looking for
Maybe I would know how to go about finding it
Maybe it is a friend I lost or have yet to find,
or maybe it’s something I dropped long ago,
or maybe it’s an idea I haven’t thought yet
or maybe a forgotten one.
Oh well every time I think I’m getting
closer I end up getting further away…
Captive
I am being held captive
by someone or something
I see my captor all the time
he/she/it watches over me
taking care of me
occasionally there are bad times and
occasionally good
The entire time I wait
wait for my escape
If I am caught attempting to flee
I am locked up again and punished
I wait for that small moment in
which I can get out
maybe it will never come and I will die here
or maybe he/she/it will release me
Oh well I just keep on being chained
up and enjoy my desolate and solitary
life of waiting
watching the wall and the eyes…
Nightmare
This one isn’t about love, but everyone has their off days, so i
dedicate this one to those down times in life.
I dream on and on
I dream on and on
getting deeper and deeper into despair
slowly everything is falling aware
it’s a nightmare
The pillars that support
are tumbling
the crumbling rocks are becoming sturdy
Why is it all backwards
A mirror image dimension
and it gets worse everyday
Why me why now
I’ve been reasonably good
Why, Why, WHY…?!?
Help!
Someone give me a hand
or anything to hold on to
I am going away and I can’t stop
it’s a nightmare that doesn’t end
No waking moment
No resolution except death
of course death is the ultimate resolution
THE END.
dil..dilseee..dil to akhir dil hai na
