wow!!! Jawad u’re doing GREAT…GS is proud of ya 
keep it up!
**
mere vaalid kii nazam kaa ek band suno [paRho rather] jin meN yeh do mushkil alfaaz aaye haiN:**
**baHr ke daaman meN vus’at-e-garduuN misaal
jis meN nazar bhii Khayaal
mauj misaal-e-jibaal
maHv-e-'urooj_o_zawaal
ik mutazalzul jalaal
ik mutaHaiyur jamaal
kia vo yahaN bhii nahii, ai mirii jaan-e-HaziiN!
baHr = samandar, ocean
vus’at-e-garduuN = horizon
mauj misl-e-jibaal…pahaaR jaisi ooNchii lahreN
maHv-e-'urooj o zawaal = busy going up N down [huge waves]
mutazalzul jalaal = trembling/rattling anger
mutaHaiyur jamaal = astonishing beauty
mirii jaan-e-HaziiN = my sad existence :(**
Epilepsy = mirgi kaa daura 
my mom had it which killed her
haN yaar, na jaane kiuN? prolly coz i’m dead today