sorry dont know how to multi quote. Yes thats what I feel like just becuase I marry him doesnt mean I get “rewarded” with an awesome life. That is a heavy expectation/burden to put on someone psychologically. I keep thinking maybe it would’ve been fine if I was normal rather than ultra petite?.
I wish I could go back & speak up for the guys I did like. In what interaction we did have and they had with others they sounded more compatible & on my wave-length. Think I’ve messed it all up:(