It was 22nd of August 2000 when I joined Gupshup with my first nick arifnawaz. I enjoyed my stay and much of my postings were just in the Poetry forum as since the beginning I liked to share sad poetries. I remember I hold a respectable place in the heart of much of the guppies who used to visit poetry forum but due to a bad time I lost my image and also the nick was banned. Lateron, I who never thought to make another id during the time I was enjoying my nick, made following different idz but my postings or contribution were never appreciated by the guppies … I am not saying that Im hurted due to all this, as one has the right to appreciate or dislike … But today, finally I felt that I must leave Gupistan forever as my presence is giving pain to much of the guppies, God knows better who they are and how many of my enemies are here…
Let me disclose all the nicks which were made by myself after getting banned …
Well I’m here again!
You see I always like what you post as “Amerbail” & if you remember ap ki kehin ghazals & poems were the “ghazal/poem of the month” is ka matlab yai to na huwa kai
Kisi ko bhi ao ki post pasand nai ati….. I always reply to your post, not just me many of us, right guys?
I’ eally really sory if u (feel) hurt
Lekin if you try to recognize you may be able to understand, nobody hates you here,
& why would they?
& who r the enemies? Wesy
sach kahoon to reply ap khood nahin kertai apni hi post per, like we say thatnk when some1 says, nice1…..etc.
so is tarah dosrai thread main 20,25 replies ho jatin! If u know wht I am saying.
Wesay I only know u as “Amerbail” & I personly like this nick!
I hope you’ll stay & keep posting & using just one nick!!
I’ve a lot to say but I think I better don’t. just one word:
Stay! :queen:
Driven to write a few words for you arifnawaz. In the back of my mind I have this thing that something went wrong with your nick "arifnawaz" but what exactly was that I dont know. I dont recall anything particular except that you were found replying only to one user, to be exact "Lamhay" What made you leave as arifnawaz and reincarnate into several other nicks, I dont know. I liked the posts you posted as Amarbail and I always appreciated those posts. Proofs to that effect can be found in the archives. I did not know that Amarbail was you and no I did not know that the other nicks were yours. Whom you are referring to be your enemies, I dont know that either. As far as I am concerned, I never was/am your enemy. I wonder why one should be!
Sad that GS is getting out of order. Several revelations about the people here are enough for us to be numb and this is sending shivers to my spine. I dont find this as entertaining a forum as it used to be. I am here because I have some very good friends here as well. I am glad that they have never changed, that they have never been hurting. In the Poetry forum to which I originally belong to I wud always cherish to be known to Nikami Jano, Chand Chehra, Khamosh Nigaahein, Azad, Swera, Ghazal Kise ke, uddasaankhein and several others I am forgetting the nicks of. My all time favourites who already lefet were Amal. Eastern Thoughts and Gemini the Great.
Amongst the things I thank God is the treasure of loving people I met here. At this juncture of times when I see people reaching out to others' necks, I feel like staying away. No, I am not leaving this place but I am not as enthusiastic to participate here as I used to be.
I am not in a position to advise anything further except that the honour of people using this forum may be regarded as the first thing we should care about.
Life has to go on. We will be history tomorrow but what we leave behind matters and it matters me the most.
I would like to thank every member who visited, read whatever written in this thread and made their comments... also thank to those who visited again and again but didn't made any comments ... !
Swera **and **Capri ...
I hope my return has delighted you ... not sure about others !
God Bless you ... !
Swera
Thank you very much for your every word and I appreciate the way you tried to explain it. Regarding replying to my own posts, there was a time when I used to reply but now I really dont want to see my post getting much replies or getting selection as best poem/ghazal ... khair, you are happy now, Im back again ... !
Capri
Remember the time, when I was a beginner while using the nick Amarbail and you remember what you did ... :p anyway, I do appreciate your comments and yes you are absolutely rite about the comments you made regarding my first nick 'arifnawaz' ... Thanks once again brother ... !
Capri
Remember the time, when I was a beginner while using the nick Amarbail and you remember what you did ... :p anyway, I do appreciate your comments and yes you are absolutely rite about the comments you made regarding my first nick 'arifnawaz' ... Thanks once again brother ... !
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I sent you a couple of PMs appreciating your taste and you did not respond. Never pursued you I am sure. I have replied to ur comment made at me outta compulsion.
Flagged for future reference.
Swera
Thank you very much for your every word and I appreciate the way you tried to explain it. Regarding replying to my own posts, there was a time when I used to reply but now I really dont want to see my post getting much replies or getting selection as best poem/ghazal ... khair, you are happy now, Im back again ... !
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I am glad to see u!
now reply to ur OWN posts, too.OK?
