Need help to connect with my inner self and the universe’s Maalik. I went through some rough changes in my life about a month ago and kind of rebelled for few weeks, now I can’t look at myself(for being so uselessly rebellious and na-shukri toward Allah) and I dont feel grounded, I feel lost. I dont know how to explain it but hope someone would understand and suggest something useful.
Re: Re-connecting after spiritual disconnect and na-shukra-pan
that is so vague all the guppies will be hounding you for details n if u give them, ull be labeled a troll. :p
jks aside thou , i'd suggest to read any one Allah's names you love the most and do zikr of that along with durood.There are many beatiful supplications, like Dua e Sabah, Dua e Kumayl, Dua Mashlool etc.
As far as connecting with Him, some feel closest to Him when helping His humans, or doing volunteer work /charity, some doing ibadat. it's what you find solace in that matters.
Re: Re-connecting after spiritual disconnect and na-shukra-pan
Always remember that it is never too late - you might think you have done something very wrong, but Allah is always willing to forgive you. Pray, and ask Allah for help
Re: Re-connecting after spiritual disconnect and na-shukra-pan
thanks majesty, I will try my best!! I have to inshallah. And yes details were not given for the reason you mentioned, I am asking for sincere advice here not a tamasha.
Re: Re-connecting after spiritual disconnect and na-shukra-pan
Why not try to make up for it by being the opposite of your rebellious self. The fact that you're feeling ashamed of it is also His favour on you. Some people rebel and stay heedless then get caught in a bad position. Your remorse over past mistakes points to the opposite. If one were to sin so much that you fill up the space between the earth and the sky with those sins, then sincerely seek forgiveness, He'll forgive them and not care. First thing I would do is to make sure that I'm fulfilling all the farai'dh. If that's done, I'd look into doing extra ibadaat after that.
Re-connecting after spiritual disconnect and na-shukra-pan
I think youtube has great lectures, you can read or listen to the quran and try to take some time out and think of all the things you are blessed for say shuker Alhumdulillah for and think of atleast a few things you are truly sorry for and do astaghfar. Allah is merciful and forgiving and I hope you find your way back to him!!!