I prayed for this one particular thing for the longest time if it had to happen it would have i guess but everything is going completely opposite of how i would have liked it to go so i guess its a sign...don't you think so?
keep praying..and the best way to say it is that "ya Allah ager ye kaam(or watever wish) mere liay acha hai tou isko mere liay muqaddar ferma, mere liay aasaan bana aur ager ye mere liay acha nahi hai tou mujhay iss se door rakh aur mere liay bhalayi paida ker aur mujhay us per raazi aur mutmayin ker de"...
i think its a coherrent dua jis mai u dun have to give up till the last:)..hope it helps..