Re: Public Apology ...
Assalam Alaikom Aishah...Oh bless your heart. You know your size is no problem...
Let me tell you something someone once said to me (long before I was a muslim)
"If I didn't know you I would never spoken to you because beautiful women r meant to b *****es...and you r never unkind or treat me like I'm nobody. "
another friend female this time said
"you are so lucky, men just chase you...you don't have to do anything..."
my reply to the first was... 'beauty is fickle it fades over time and I had nothing to do with it
my reply to the second (who I personally thought had the most gprgeous bone structure and lovely eyes) was trouble is when men r attracted by what the eye can see they don't really care about anything else...beauty can de-value you as a person.
nowadays... i am older have gained too much weight and am appreciated for different things (or not), but am forever being told "you know if you just lost a little weight and took off your hijab you'd have it all..."
I think itis pretty sad that women r under sooo much pressure to be 'beautiful'-
what really counts is the beauty that is within, u seem very beautiful...and where it counts.
I am sure that when you marry (or if you are) it will be successful, because irrespective of age or size...your beauty will never fade.
Don't be so harsh on yourself!
Assalam Alaikom from Ibrar's wife:)