I am not afraid of my death.........wat hurts me more is thinkin about my loved ones passing away in front of me. That is just very emotionaly exhausting. I think about it sometimes usually in night when going to sleep and its pretty sad that next day your loved ones might not be with you but this just create further love for them in my heart.
But yeah life goes on and you eventually start to care about the new people in your family such as husband/wife, children, grandchildren etc etc.