i was very upset last night (m still) n most prob will remain untill we r out of this..!
everything is messed up,i feel manhoosiyat,baybrkti around.
all the problems from poverty to zulm every thing made me ask ALLAH “y u duin this?? insaan ka tuj say kiya mukabla??”…
immediately i realized y r we suffering..ALLAH sent us on trial ,this is all life about
but we turned this world into hell,i cant have complete khushu n khuzu in my nmaaz!
recent killing incident reminded me hazrat abdullah bin omer,one of the most God fearing khalifa,considered 5th rightly guided one!
it is said that in his time the wolves wud walk beside sheeps but not attack them,(ALLAH’s blessing due to kalif’s justice)
it is also said that under pure islamic rule,the rice grain was as big as date,due to barkah(rehmat) of system
so i realized that i cannot question Allah as it is our own decision ,we
deprived our selves from the blessings of Allah,how come we demand from ALLAH wen we r not fulfilling his rights,we cannot fight him so we shud realize we r trying to stand against Him n that is y we r ruined.
**this is the result of absence of islam,system of Allah and we cannot gain peace and justice untill we establish the system ALLAH has obliged us to live according to!! **