plzz plzz wht should i dooo....

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Re: plzz plzz wht should i dooo…

@SunMun

Salam to all
Mein boht bari azmaish mein huu plzz muje bataoo mein kia karuu aisay halat mein.
Preshani yeh hai k mere husband hamesha se loose character rahay mein ne jub bhee unay pakra unho ne kaha yeh last chance tha ab kuch nai hoga aisa sb boht dafa hota raha aur mein sabar kertii rahii aur iss beeech hamare Allah k fazal se 3 bachay bhee hogaye.bacho k baad kuch changing aai pr sb addaat chooti naii haan kami zarur aai.lekin mere sabr aur bardasht mein kamii atti gai aur mein jo pehle aram se baat kertii thee ab mein unse kabhee naraz reh k aur kabhee ro dho k sb batein yaad kerwati rahi k last chance kb aaye ga.
Ab baat yeh hai k.mere husband pe muje shak hone laga k wo meri devrani se kuch close ho rahay hai matlub unki freely andaaz ko dekhte huay .
Kal mein ne unko apni feelings bataii k muje aisa mehsoos hota hai kia mein theek huu ya mera shak hai sirf.pehle to wo manay naii phir kehne lagay ager mein unko permission de duuu k wo aik bar meri devrani k sath sexual relationship rakh le to phir jaisa mein chahtii huu wo waise hee rahay ge matlub phir wo muje kabee complain ka moka nai de ge k wo kisi bhee larki mein involve hai na hee muje unse koi shikayat hogii.ye sb sunke mera jism aik dum suun hogya k mein kaisee mushkil mein phas gaii huu.
Ap sb muje bataoo muje sabr kerna chahiye ya phr apne aur bacho k future k liye unay yeh kerne k permission de deni chahiye…mein boht depress huu …
Plzzz help meee.

my eyes hurt