Sorry to say that I do not get the point of your post. If you are saying that I should submit to will of Allah(SWT). I already did by believing in him and by believing that Allah(SWT) does not want us to live a life of misery.
If you are saying that I should submit to ahdees that do not make sense to me then , that is not going to happen. I do submit to ahdees which make sense to me and are not against Quran and other ahadess and sunnah.
I do not submit to Ahadees which I think are made up , no matter what the source and sanad of that hadees says.
I also believe that by doing so does not make me non submitter to will of Allah.