I get what you mean. But my situation is different. I have prayed to God again and again to remove my love for him and his love for me in our hearts if we aren’t meant to be without any feeling of pain. Only God can do that. God alone can move hearts and put love and take love away from hearts if one asks God for it, considering it’s reasonable. If I don’t pray about it, I still have feelings for him. So let’s see if my feelings would go slowly by the help of Dua. If you sacrifice yourself, that was probably real love to because you don’t want to hurt him or anyone else in the family.
Thx yeh, I’ll think of it that way. Hope it helps me. Ok ill take a look at those stories.
Thx for the tips. Yeh, I feel like I have really did torture myself already. But what if after 2 months I talk to him again and I start to have feelings for him again? (If my current feelings go away in the first place that is).
Well I have already told him to get married and he told me too so considering we both know it’s impossible. I just feel suffocated knowing that I wont know how he is, if he’s ok, if he ate, if he sleeps on time, if his heart is happy, etc etc. So I told him to marry someone at least then my heart would be at peace knowing someone is there to care for him. I dont know if he’s gonna marry yet though. I know deep down it’ll kill me inside seeing him with someone else, but I’ll know at least he’s happy and someone will be by his side to take care of him. True, maybe it’s the best for the both of us. God does what’s best for all of us.