No, you did what you wanted to or was led to
So sorry that you did that what you senselessly did
Care was accorded to you but,
You deprived yourself of that altogether
…
Know that just how you acted,
You must have been ingrate
For many things in your life
Like choice, honesty, responsibility & honor
…
Strength could have been by your side,
But, you hid and hid and are hiding
Still, care is certain & right here
Dignified even as it was insulted
…
For an absence of your reciprocity in kind,
Distancing escape of yours from yourself
Perhaps, jumbled in words not meant, & your hurried actions
Which failed themselves garlanded by all,
Hypocrisy or that besetting confusion
*That *took you over
For never to completely understand
As you lost all care
…
Hope says… that you have learnt
to not do this to anyone else,
Hope says… that you do
& Hope says… that after that discovery,
May you be fine.