i feel so sad , gloomy and heart-broken 
i have been thinking about her all night… the dirty jokes that i always did to her 
she was my first love 
my first experimental kid … on whom i could do every experiment without letting my mother know…
the one from whom i could always snatch away things 
the one on whom i could always rely 
for my doings…
she is very much ill… 
i wish her good heaLth and life. 
ALWAYS.