Re: Not being able to forgive yourself
They are cool with each other, he never blamed her for anything. Also, he himself was party to it so there is no point of forgiving her that comes in. They remained okay afterwards on their own ways but on normal terms.
Why she feels guilty is because she indulged or lets say was blamed for indulging in something of the sort she tried avoiding all along. What i could get out of her talks was that she feels bad for ruining her reputation and his as well. She feels she shouldnt have acted so normal from the very beginning and her social nature is not the right way one should be,it gets one in to trouble. She feels she played with her own repute and let her parents name down the drain.