dear sister.... a very short answer to your long story... sure how could you cover 5 years on thid little post ....
what i think about it is... that your dad is right.... you waited 5 years for him or us main bhi tum ne bohot koshish kiiii..... where are you now? i still see you at the start point .... i wonder no life is perfect i have a husband i miss a friend .. you have a friend and you miss a husband...
but the fact is that you need to have a family with him .. you should have a better life.. and you can not have it with him.
he is not intersted in you but he does not want to leave you as well .... it shows he is selfish. he is afraid of being left alone. usey tumhari adat ho gai hay...
my dear its your life and YOU are the one how has to decide. be strong and make up your mind . and what ever you decide us per jam jao. Allah per bherosa rakho.
and if you ask for my opinion i would say ... bohot ho gaya 5 saal bohot hotey hain. Allah ka naam lo or nai zindagi ki taraf qadam uthao. shayed tum dono ke liye behter ho.