Re: Need some help
Chamali, really really sad to hear about your predicament 
I pray that the issues you have resolve soon inshallah.
I agree with the advise ppl have given above. I’m not married yet but I’d like to give you some advise in terms of what I do when stressed…
read namaz-e-haajat (if u dont have the dua for it, i’ll send it to you). Also pray tahajjut prayers (http://www.paklinks.com/gs/showthread.php?t=270190) … these things give you a lot of peace. And make lots and lots of duas like:
O Allah! Indeed I, I seek refuge in You from poverty, any lessening in my means, and from humiliation; and I seek refuge in You that I wrong anyone or am wronged.
O Allah! Indeed I ask You of every kind of good, the one to be hastened (of the world) and the one to be delayed (of the hereafter) from that which I know and do not know; and I seek refuge in You from every kind of evil the one to be hastened (of the world) and the one to be delayed (of the hereafter) from that which I know and do not know.
O Allah! Rectify for me my Deen which is a means of guarding my matters and the world which is a means of my livelihood, and make good my hereafter in which is my returning, and make my life a means of abundance of good and my death a means of comfort and peace free of all bad.
May Allah SWT Bless you with patience and the ability & strength to make the right decision.
Wassalam