glade that you finally came to your senses...good luck...may Allah SWT guide you!
dont speak for ALL the modern girls...you cant be so certain abt wht they want
when ive established myself, i might marry in 5-10 years
and ill marry some poor simple girl, ofcourse with her full consent and wish to be with me, im thinking practically, love marriages tend to change too rapidly :D
all these modern girls want is money, clothes and ego tripping :D
and once again thanks for the replies and kind duas!
and to BigdaNavab
i work best with abrubt changes or i tend to be lazy :D
another step ive taken which im 1½ days into , is quitting cigarettes!
so less expense, better breathing and health!
hopefully i will be making my " my return TO pakistan " thread, in 2009 october, where i will be writing that i have gathered all the money i wanted, bought the tickets for my family, and will be traveling back !