sigh lately, har jagah syaapay hee par rahe hain yar
anyways with all the other stuff that’s goin on, thea had to pop up sumfin else to tick me off. now i gotta worry bout me tryna achieve something. BUT WHAT???
i went to my parents with the idea of majoring in psychology cuz i found it really fascinating after studying the disorders and depressed people n stuff. Sigh but my abbu jaan thinks i will end up in the psychotic hospitals too if i were to work with those people
i mean c’mon ain’t psychology a science too. i love my parents dearly but i could never ever understand this mentality. and now im STUCK on what i wana dooooo with my life, it’s veryyy frustrating i tell yaaaa
im seriously at a point where i need to decide something n pursue it cuz i doubt that i have that much time…n it’s just really hard, im just so confused about my life i miss being a kid
i was forced to take psych my first yr, cuz they didn’t have any openings in bio, what i wanted to major in. and when i took it, i didn’t find it too bad. i mean, there is a lot of science going on there. but my mum prefers that i take bio. and i am trying to get it changed as well, par kambakhton kay liyay bio major ya minor ki koi position hi nahin open. (but for some reason, the incoming students can, but my year can’t…wat kind of hypocrisy is that! stupid double cohort ) but anyways, i think there is more potential in Bsc Psych than Bsc bio…par meri ammi nahin maan rahin. aur samajh nahin aata main un ko kya karun aur kahun. i just can’t argue with my mum.
aur upar say, to get into med school taking psych is easier compared to bio. my frnd did that, that my mum knows is all smart and stuff. but…
chorni convince em…I soooooooooooo regret not doing that cuz I was too lazy to n just kinda went with watever they wanted..I could have been a criminal psycologist by now psychology is a good major, especially with all these ppl going pyscho these days n I dont think ppl r born bad or crazy, society makes em that n society should be responsible for fixing them..so convince em! n NO thats just wat parents say, all the psychologists r not psycho! most em them are quite rich acutally
why dont u do premed chorni if u r into this stuff? usually, the impression is that those who done grt into the premed track choose psych as the second choice. so go for the real thing, rather than just doing psychology? and i'm sure ur parents will be happy with that too? i reckon medicine is one of the best professions for females and most desi parents would be happy if their daughters became docs
im seriously at a point where i need to decide something n pursue it cuz i doubt that i have that much time…n it’s just really hard, im just so confused about my life 
i miss being a kid
) but anyways, i think there is more potential in Bsc Psych than Bsc bio…par meri ammi nahin maan rahin. aur samajh nahin aata main un ko kya karun aur kahun. i just can’t argue with my mum.
