actually if the knife is used, there’s only peace on the surface of earth to the seeing eyes, but internally down under is endless turmoil, torture and grief…which is endless
There’s no peace for those contemplating suicide…otherwise it wud’ve been not frowned upon in all cultures.
life is such a beautiful gift…
if happy tis very short and quick
the tides get longer ofcourse,
when 'n where there’s remorse
though dare i shall say
forever the darkness will not stay
the Almighy above is all there and watching
do we give a chance to hope launching?
I see a ray of light shimmering on horizon
oh wait before you decide to jump before the bison!
The knife may seem so promising towards eternal peace
its only a false glimmer into an abyse that increase
So better it is to give life another chance to soar high
Its so much more nicer than to give up and die
Okay I can go on forever 
… but hopefully that delivers the message. Oh and I’m sure glad to hear that wasn’t voicing out ur own feelings Aisha, u gave me such an instant scare.
Peace Out!
V