clothesmad…i can’t decide if it’s worth working for…like when i have fight with him i feel resposible n regret marrying him…post-fight when evrything is slightly calm i feel like putting up with all the crap and dream of a better future…exactly how i felt during my engagement but back then i wasn’t aware of his financial condition/lies, etc…
I honestly dont know what is stopping me from taking a decision…everything is so clouded…i never ever ever thought of being in a position to think about divorce…m so unfortunate, n still don’t know what to make from my life…
My parents know exactly what i am going through…m so unfortunate to give them pain…they did all the hardwork, even accepted to agree to the marriage after all the accusations n all that just for me…i know they are deeply hurt inside but they tell me to think about my future..they just want me to be happy if that even means putting up with this marriage…