Re: My Love Story
Love is a beautiful feeling but when you can not get you love you feel like getting rid of this feeling but its impossible. I am like all other girls who have dreams and want to touch the sky. I am 22 year old and deeply in love with a person for whom I only dream and can hope that one day my dream will come true. I wake up every morning only with the hope that one day we both will be together. It was summer of 2009 when I met the person that I never thought I would love . I used to ignore him and very rude with him but didn’t even ever think that I will fall in love with him. I live in US and my love story started in the summer of 2009 in pakistan. We both became friends after we met then I came back to US and he went to london for studies after his high school. As time passed by our friendship turned in to love with out us knowing and now we love each other so much that can not even stay a day without talking to each other. We have alot of thornes in our life. I was engaged from the day I was born. My uncle told my parents that I will marry your daughter for my son and then after that day my name was attached to my uncle son. I told my mom that I like someone else and will not marry to my cousin. I even told this to my dad one day that I will not marry my cousin and he said you will not see your father alive if you do not marry your cousin. My cousin loves me too but he told me that If i love someone else then I should marry him and he will support me. I did not tell him clearly that I love someone else but I gave him hints that I love someone else. This is only my side of the story. From the other side the person I love has same problem . His parents want him to marry his cousin and he tried to convince them alot to ask my rishta but they are not listening him. Even that other girl knows that he loves me and also his parents still that girl is ready to marry him and is on zid to marry him and also his parents want him to marry his cousin. His parents told him that they will not ask for my rishta and he can marry me by himself but never see them again in life and their relationship will end with his parents. He is ready to marry me by himself without parents permission but I do not agree with him on this. I do not want to deceive my parents and can not marry him by himself. When me and him become tired of trying we feel like giving up and end all of this but It never happens. When we don’t talk to each other and try to forget eachother we go in to depression and our every day life becomes very disturbed and we both are studying too so it also effects that in a bad way. It is my advice to all of you never fall in love because it hurts alot when you see no hope!!! Please remember us in your prayers and give me advice or suggestion what to do about this?