So in that address to that nation on PTV (Musharranama TV), the typical ‘shookhi’ and ‘bluntness’ was not there. He was gasping, sweating and at times shaking his hands. Even the most amateur and newbie politicians and military ppl can handle such things easily. What gives?
Also in the press conference with the media after the emergency, he was getting nervous and started sweating like a you know what. Maybe he was envisioning Condi Rice standing next to him with a danda?
Finally I think the reason why he was crying at his retirement thing was because he in his heart knew that he had tarnished his otherwise illustrious military career with his horrendous dictatorship. People will remember him as a self imposing tyrant and not as a soldier.